A little Self Talk!

Dear Self,

First, a very happy new year to you. Year wise, you're entering 22nd year of your life. Wow, 21 years already went by, too quick, isn't it?  I know, while reading this you're thinking what an amazing journey it has been with experiences you never thought you would go through. You are thinking about the mistakes you've made, the nights you didn’t sleep and you thought you won't be able to make it. Look, where you are today! You have crawled out of every damn thing life put you through whether good or bad, and knowing how positive you've been throughout, I'm so proud of you!

I know, you've big dreams that you desperately want come true. I know, you're afraid that things might not work out. I know You! But, what you do not know is, you're a strong soul, a human full of emotions but yet so strong that each time a situation comes at you, you blow it away in the best possible way. Have faith, 2018 is your year. Not all dreams might come to life, but know, that everything that happens will always be good for you and your well-being.

I know, you're an old school soul who doesn't like partying hard like kids these days do. You do not fit into places and among people who are loud. I also know that you take your own time opening up to people and aren't necessarily introvert- but shy & quiet. But, that's totally okay. It is more than okay to love spending time alone, its totally okay to have your friends come over for coffee, lunch and dinner and not booze/smoke. Its so much fine to want a long walk or a long drive rather than sitting in a fancy club or a pub.It's totally alright to want to listen than to talk. Trust me, it's totally okay!

I know, you worry too much. You are lost in deep thoughts about the past, the present as well as future. But, let me tell you- Everybody will tell you that  thinking a lot causes stress and discomfort  but this is not the entire thing. Thinking makes you what you are, thinking helps your analyse situations, making good and informed decisions and most importantly, thinking- makes you an aware human. I shall tell you just one thing- Think good, happy and positive thoughts because that's where the secret to this life lies.

I know, how needy you can be at times. I know also that you're insecure and want to keep your circle close. I know how you need someone at times to let yourself out of the cage that you've made for yourself. But listen, who isn't needy?  It's just that people don't always express & accept their weaker sides. Coming to being insecure- well you've this amazing set of best friends & family, who wouldn't be insecure?  But know, like you love them so much ,they love you too and those who love you will always be around and stick to you.

I know, how people around you call you atheist but what they do not know is you not always go to temples but each night before sleeping you make a Thank you note to God. I know, how much faith you carry inside of you. I know you inside out. Do not be disheartened by what people tell you, because like every human who walks this earth, you're here too to make mistakes, to learn, to experience, to achieve, to inspire, to get inspired, to fall off, to stand again, to be brave, to be independent yet be dependent. After all, you're a human.

Let go of the previous years, take a heart full of memories & lessons with you forward, lets finish the unfinished business, lets together look forward to all the amazing days 2018 is about to give you. Let's face the truth, let's once again fall, and get back up. What ever life throws at you- let's look forward to face it with a smile  because that's what life is all about. You're strong and YOU CAN DO IT and one fine day, you're going to be so proud of yourself.

 Yours,

Subconcious self.